Hi I'm Nicole
I’m the founder of Our Blue Hue, author of Bluebird’s Family Magic, and most importantly, a mom to two incredible children whose lives were made possible through the gift of egg donation.
More than a decade ago, I began a journey I never imagined I’d have to take.
At 33 years old, I found myself facing infertility.
Like so many women, I spent the years navigating IVF—the hope, the waiting, the heartbreak, and the quiet grief that only those who have lived it truly understand.
One morning, I was getting ready to leave for what I hoped would be a chance of an embryo transfer...when my phone rang.
None of our embryos had survived for the day of the transfer.
I remember collapsing onto the floor, tears streaming down my face as my cheek pressed against the cold tile beneath me. After three years of not even getting to "day 3", I thought we finally had our chance.
Even now, I can still remember how cold that floor felt.
In that moment, I couldn’t imagine a world beyond the heartbreak.